Love it...(⌒▽⌒)☆

This photo just so me... hahhaha... from Mr. Johm Assaraf..

The one i love..

Wanna see the world with you...

Lovely Ladies..

Wish this friendship stay still untill our grandchild...

This one is wonderful

Wanna hang out with you again guys... (❁´◡`❁)*✲゚*

Kawaiii...

Hahaha.. everyone so serious...

Photo Booth..

This do makes you laugh...

Selasa, 30 April 2013

Ah... what a quote...( _ _)旦~


Couple days ago I visited my Grandma home, she lived with my Uncle, my Aunt and my Cousin. And while I was busy with my code, my cousin and my aunt watched television. My cousin loves K-Pop, that time she watched "Rooftop Prince" and she said that it was almost the ending of the series. So she asserted me to watch it before we went to her tutoring class at the last minutes-since I was her driver, hahahha..I am a nice Sister... ƪ(˘▽˘ƪ)
Even I was playing with my code, I still (could) listened the television's conversation. And at some moments, the Actress said something like this to the antagonist (Indonesian translation):

 Ini hidupmu, jangan main-main dengan hidupmu

In English, become something like this, "This is your life, don't mess around with your life". Waaaawww.. love this quote... I don't like K-Pop too much, and kind of sceptic about it, no reason, just don't like it. I choose dorama better, hahhahahha... So when I heard this from the movie that I don't like, I just think that I must make a good decision. Wait, not just good, but BEST DECISION!!! Since, it's my life, no one know better than ME! (↼‶)

Sabtu, 27 April 2013

Book Review : The Magic..

Well, looks like I haven't told anyone before how I love reading a books. Especially about dreams come true, relationship and sometimes-but it's so rarely since I felt guilty when read about superstition because it's banned from Bible-feng shui..
So, this is the third books from Rhonda Byrne. The first is "The Secret", second is "The Power" and the third is "The Magic". 
The Secret told us about "The Law of Attraction", what we think is what we gonna be. Actually this theory is not new to me, since I was in senior high school I have knew it and maybe some unconsciously applied it. At that time I know that when we thought, said, and believed so much about some affirmation, that affirmation would becoming true.
The Power told us about what is the most powerful thing in the world, LOVE. When you do it with love, you would have tremendous energy to do it.
And The Magic, is about gratitude. About how we change our life through a simple words,  Thank You. Actually this book is a 28-days step to graceful life. Everyday you must read one chapter and doing it until you feel that your life changes for better. 
I have read the few first chapters, but at some point it becomes too many grateful things to do and I just can't do it everyday. so sad. But, I'm still doing it, the easy ones.. hahhaha.. 
Like every night before sleep, say thank you for the best thing that happen today. And every time see photo of your lovely friends, see their face and say "Thank you (their name)" for what they did to you and feel grateful for it sincerely since we grow because of them. 
And say, "Thank You, the magic of health is keeping me alive" as your grateful for your health. I love how Rhonda describe this magic of health. Every time I read this phrase, I'm spinning my body around, as feels my feet that makes me could walk freely everywhere, feels my hand, my finger that can play piano, draw manga, write, type and so on, feels my body that so healthy, allow me to do everything I want. It just makes me so truly grateful.
And when I buy something, I take its note and write "Thank you-paid" as your grateful that you could buy the things I need or want. And my favorite thing is, I wrote on a paper, "Thank you for all the money I have been given throughout my Life", then sticked it in a bills, one bill on my desk and the other one on my wallet. Then every time I pass my desk or I open my wallet, I touch the bill, read it, and feel so grateful about it.


In my desk, I sticked a paper with "Thank You, the magic of health is keeping me alive" written on it. And there was a time, a couple weeks ago that my bill on my desk is disappear. I am so sad! Truly, everyday I see it, touch it, before I go to campus and it's disappear?!!! Even though I was sad, I kept say that words. And then one day-I don't quite sure if it just me who try to manipulate the truth of this theory,but-my Grandma just give me Rp.20.000,- bill, the same amount which I lost it. My Grandma hasn't gave me any pocket money since I graduated, so it was so wonderful that she gave me the thing I want.


But when I was sad because my money disappear, I told it to my friends on my chat group. My friend, Nanin, said that I am kind of cute doing things like this and decided to follow it too. But, my friend Febrina asked, "Is it really working?" *the charm, the doing of grateful things..
At that time, I just shocked and I can't say a word. Then I thought, "hahhaha... it must be really awkward, since I can prove it but I just do it. *do the sticking grateful phrase on the bill. Feels like I do it without thinking, just fooling around, feels like I have lost my logic or something like that..". 
But I kept doing it, hahahhaha... Rhonda has said that it is the theory which you can find in Bible, Quran, Budhist and so on, so why mustn't I do it? But, the thing I found was the truth that I do it but don't believe it. That's why I can't answer that question! 
Matthew 13:12 Whoever has (gratitude) will be given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have (gratitude), even what they have will be taken from them.
Jesus said "thank you" before He performed each miracle. 
Gratitude for the abundance you have received is the best insurance that the abundance will continue. -Prophet Muhammad 

I remember Mr. John Assaraf story about our mind, he told us: "There's 5 frogs siting on a cliff, one of them decided to jump. So now, how many frog is remain?". Do you know how many? The answer is 5, because that frog is just decide, but not jump!
That's why the truth came out that, I do it, but I just decide to believe it, haven't believe it. And it makes me realizes, that's why my life just so so, because I do it, and I do it not consistent enough, and now I realize that I still haven't believe it. *Even though it still gets the effects, because it's the law, it is how its work.
Well, this time I have something that I desperately want it to be fulfilled. So, I pray for it, ask Him for it, I believe it, I give all I have and used every secret and magic from ms Rhonda said and every things. And I will write to you, when the time comes. 

Thank You for reading this outpouring of my heart, thank you, thank you, thank you.

Senin, 22 April 2013

Thank You My Lord, I believe in Thy perfect plans.. my Lord... (●´人`●)

Well, actually it's the result from 24 hours awake test, which I wish it could help me see the world... 八(^□^*) タノム!! And I remember how I did it my best, even my body condition that time was weak-because of the Air Conditioning, and didn't slept-but I could feel the confidence because I could did it well. So, I made promise to myself that if the score test result could pass the minimum requirement of the scholarship, which is 550 and the deadline of the test submission is 30 April 2013. I will post it everywhere "Thank You My Lord, it's because of Thy helping hand".

Unfortunately, It's less than requirement and the most disappoint thing is it just need 3 points from the requirement. When I first knew it, I said to Mr.X who handled it to me, "Seriously?". (?・・)σ ciyus? Nuuuoooooooo..... Σ( ̄ロ ̄lll). I rushed to front office to ask what date will the soonest test being held/occur. 


At the front desk, I saw Ms. X in front office has a phone call, and from the conversation I heard, somebody over that phone call want the same thing as me, take the soonest toefl test..Then I realised that both of us were at waiting list for the soonest toefl test at CLC-ITS, 20th april 2013 at 08.30 WIB. I didn't want to miss a thing so I asked her to put my name to on her note. But she said that it would be nice if before friday I came to see wether there's someone who resigned from the test-before the test occur at saturday, the day after it.

When I arrived at home, I sad, of course. But I ask myself, since I don't pass it, do I need to fulfil my promise? Or this is My Lord test for me, when my wish is not accomplished by Him, do I still say thank You to Him? Can I still believe Him? Then I rethink it again, every time I took test, I never get this incredible score! And I didn't took any english classes for this test! I just read the Cliff book, tried to memorize it, did the exercises. Isn't it already be a miracle to pass from 513 to 547? That's why I still say "Thank You" and I still believe Him, disappoint because I am human. But believing My Lord is all I can do since I am a human.


Thank You My Lord, Thou give me patient, Thou grow my confidence toward myself, Thou let me depend on You. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You. I believe in You,(>人<*)ォ願ぃ…!!!

God didn't say that life would be easy, but He said that it would be worth it! Don't give in to Satan, shake it off and stomp on the enemy!

And at thursday, I came and I paid and I didn't care if I can't test at 20th april or not, at least I have paid for 4th May test. I was in state that I will used the 547 score for apply the scholarship, I just pray that my research theme is good enough to make the jury allow me to the interview. But Ms. X said that she would contact me by sms if I could join the test at 20th april 2013. Ah, I met Miss Erna, she want to take Jaso Scholarship because now she is post-grad student and has contacted by Professor in Japan but her toefl score is only 480.

Until friday, I don't receive any sms. So at saturday, I went to My Grandmas' home at Jombang. 。・゚・(Д`)(ω=)モニュニュ

At monday, I woke up at 6 am and slept again til 8 am. And I get a phone call which is from Ms. X, she asked me why I didn't come at saturday? I said I didn't receive any sms so I didn't come. And she said that today there's an appendix test that held for 2 person who didn't come yesterday, at 9 am. Hieeeeee.... Σ( ̄ ̄ ̄Д ̄ ̄ ̄lll) ガビーン

Suddenly I became so lazy, even I have studied it last night, but I just didn't have enough confident and it too rushed if I must came at 9. But Ms. X encourage me to do it and she delayed the test to 9.30 am. So I went.

There I met Miss Erna, she in a rush too. We prepared the test, took the test. The listening part was fine,   it built my confidence, but the structure part was so horrible. ━━━━━━Σ(Д)ノ━━━━━━ And the reading part, I run out time and there was some loud music played near the test place. Just lost my concentration and kind of beaten of by the test. w(Д w のぉぉぉぉぉぉぉ~!!

But there's one listening question that I remembered because it was so nice. As I remembered, it might be like this:

X : Do you want to sign this congratulation card?
Y : What is it for?
X : Marry get the scholarship and we want to congrats her.
Y : Oh I see, well, she must deserve it. It's Marry after all.
Question : What will the man probably do?
My Answer : He sign the card

Do you know why I love that question? (//∇//) テレテレ

Jumat, 12 April 2013

(New) Favourite song, Taisho×Halyosy「Houkiboshi」

Well,  I found this video when I was browsing for vocaloid Kagamine Rin and Len videos on YouTube. At first, I thought it was song that sang by a new vocaloid character, Kiyoteru. But finally I realizes that the singer is a real human named Halyosy *stage name and I just love his voice! Seriously,, I can understand why people commented like this :

 And this one just makes me LOL :

You can only understand this comments after watch its video. Here is the actual link, and this is my re-upload video since I can't find it on youtube-I don't know why either.


And this is the lyrics taken from here and here.

Romanji:
Asu wo matsu aita no nemuri
Kyou wo toyiteku hitomi 
saa soro soro de kake you
wonderful world and wonder wonderland ima
yami o kakerukeru hikari
yozora no sanp
ō no hajimari

koyoi wa doko made ikou?
twinkle twinkle star
I sing lullaby ne

Darega materu no doko made?
ikeru wa aeru
takito natsu kiipu nanka ja
kyou mo asu mo kitto todokanai

Ima yozora no nadeeru houkiboshi
Sha la la la kara deteru merody
kimi ni mitsukete hoshii dake nanoni
utsumuite icchau mitsukararenai desho?

Ima hohoemi kaketeru houkiboshi
sha la la la katachi no nai merody
yume wo miseterakeru kara hora 
yeah yeah
kirari hikari, kimi ni todoke
shining star

Asu e takku suki tai iinori
kyou ya dame da dakara
aseru kurai de chodoii
wonderful world and wonder wonderland ima*

yami wo kissu kazeru hikari
namida ga egao no hajimari
koyoi wa doko made ikou?
twinkle twinkle star
I sing lullaby ne

Darega matetemo
doko made, itta t
ōshiteruu
tataro tsurukatenni naate
sanshuu jiten nante mada mada

ima mirai wo ninaru houkiboshi
sha la la la tzusuteku merody
yotso saa ni nara
ana hoshi tachi sae
tomaku tsunageta sensani naneru desho?

Ima yozora ni toketeku houkiboshi
sha la la la kodama tsuru merody
yume wo tsutaete hoshii io hora 
yeah yeah
kirari hikari kieru maenii
shooting star

iku tuka imi fukaa sagashi
chanto mienai kaato
mu imi na mono nato 
kitto nakute

oh oh oh
saigo no saigo ni motto
waraeru tame no shuunka aahh


Ima yozora no nadeeru houkiboshi
Sha la la la karadeteru merody
kimi ni mitsukete hoshii dake nanoni
utsumuite icchau mitsukararenai desho?

Ima hohoemi kaketeru houkiboshi
sha la la la katachi no nai merody
yume wo miseterakeru kara hora 
yeah yeah
kirari hikari, kimi ni todoke
¡shining star!


ima mirai wo ninaru houkiboshi 
sha la la la tsusuteku merody 
yotso saa ni nara 
ana hoshii tachi sae 
tomaku tsunageta sennsani naneru desho? 

Ima yozora ni toketeku houkiboshi 
sha la la la kodama tsuru merody 
yume wo tsutaete hoshii io hora 
yeah yeah 
kirari hikari kieru mae nii 
shooting star

English translation :
(Whoa...)

I close my eyes and settle down as I try to sleep
Wishing for dreams before another day
Come on, it's on, you've got one foot past the gate
A wonderful world
And wonder wonderland
Here now

Streams of light are painting streaks in the night sky
Marking the start, so won't you go for a walk tonight?
Under the lights, how far will you run?
Twinkle twinkle star
I sing a lullaby
Yeah

Is there someone waiting there?
How far must I go 'til I find~ you?
If you're just soaring high, no reason to fly~
Today or, the next day
You won't reach where you're going

And now the shooting star that gently~brushes the sky
Sha la la la it picks a melody to play
I simply want to point out the comet that you're looking for
If you rush, look up! You'll see nothing facing the ground

And now the shooting star trails happy~hearts in its wake
Sha la la la it sings a sha~peless melody~
Wrapping all around to pull you into good dreams
Yeah yeah...

And the lights, oh so bright, I pass them to you
Shining star

(oh oh...)

You'll have to take care of the fu~ture we wished for
The current day is fading away
Hurry, hurry, won't you keep on rushing
A wonderful world
And wonder wonderland
Here now

Let the bright lights wake up to~ the dark of night
Though tears are shed a small smile is forming slowly
Under the lights, how far will you run?
Twinkle twinkle star
I sing a lullaby
Yeah

No matter who's waiting, and
Don't look back at the stops we passed by
It's just a brief pause before we go on
Cause the place that we seek is oh so far far away

Now the comet brings to the fu~ture our hopes and our dreams
Sha la la la it spins the thread of melody
Even the stars that had been randomly scattered in the sky
Will become constalations when they are connected
Again

And now the shooting star that melts away into the night sky
Sha la la la it echoes a lost melody~
That wants to convey to you the dream it had again
Yeah yeah

Shining bright, fading light, stars will vanish
Shooting star

Even though you were left behind, a message
Was left... you search, can't find
Just know that it doesn't exist in meaningless lives
Oh oh...
It's at the very far end of the~ end
Where there are more... smiles in sight
That moment
Oh oh....
And now the shooting star that gently~brushes the sky
Sha la la la it picks a melody to play
I simply want to point out the comet that you're looking for
If you rush, look up! You'll see nothing facing the ground

And now the shooting star trails happy~hearts in its wake
Sha la la la it sings a sha~peless melody~
Wrapping all around to pull you into good dreams
Yeah yeah...

And the lights, oh so bright, I pass them to you
Shining star

Now the comet brings to the fu~ture our hopes and our dreams
Sha la la la it spins the thread of melody
Even the stars that had been randomly scattered in the sky
Will become constalations when they are connected
Again

And now the shooting star that melts away into the night sky
Sha la la la it echoes a lost melody~
That wants to convey to you the dream it had again
Yeah yeah

Shining bright, fading light, stars will vanish
Shooting star

(Oh oh...)


*love that part..

Selasa, 09 April 2013

Why is Mug?

A glass for drinking, Mug. Just it, but if you ask me what's my favorite gift for me? off course is Mug.


This is the history behind it. That mug is my first gift for my birthday when I was in third class of Junior high school. I love it, I used to drinking with it every time and every time it remind me of the person who give it to me. It was Claudita, and I wonder if she's fine since I broke this yesterday. 

That's why I think I should give my lovely friends a mug too, so they would remind me-like I remind Claudita-as they used it to drink.

Minggu, 07 April 2013

Finally gathering again...ヾ(*⌒ヮ⌒*)ゞ

It passed months since the last gathering and finally today we spare our time together again. (ノ゚▽゚)


What is differences between BF and BFF? I don't think it has much, but it does have a lot in common. Such as; caring, understanding, supporting, forgiving and wishing to be together. 仲良し(*・∀・)/♡\(・∀・*)だよ

We just get some miss communication and said hurting words and heard hurting words too. But finally it become fine and it back to normal, it just need some time. Time really is the best cure for heartache. Because every time I got mad with someone, and then 15 minutes or a hours or a days or a weeks or a months (hahahhaha..) later when I though of him/her, I just remember their goodness for me and how happy and lucky I am to know and have them in my Life. And I express it with a special lovely attack. Hahahaha.. ´===C<*_+ )ギュー That's why I get easily forgive them-even though, there're a times when I don't want to see, hear, or talk to them.(メ)

But then when they are approaching me, what I think is their goodness and how I love them so much. Maybe that's explain why i got bullied easily.(╭╮)

Sabtu, 06 April 2013

24 Hours Awake..(」゜ロ゜)」

So, this is the feeling of having no sleep at all for 24 hours. Fine, I still can cope with it because it just one day!! But if I have days like this, my heart is beating hardly like it will fall and my emotion get very sensitive and scare. Don't want to experience it anymore.

I thought that I'll free from sleepless day when I am at home. That's really is wrong. I don't know why I just can't sleep. Actually I know why, I want to master many things as soon as possible, and I just can sleep early because of that. Since it's a habit of mine-to study late, the condition just feels good at night. 〈(゜。゜)

Many things happened those days and I am very grateful that it ended fine finally.