Inner Beauty?

And I spent my last holiday at 2012, for cleaning my room!! Since I have leave it for almost 10 months in early 2012 and haven’t cleaned it yet, so this holiday is so meaningful for clean it. And I found this, article from my old magazine. Just so sad how I have read it many years ago and still I didn’t do it.

There are 10 points that important, as you see from the title… :p

1.  Focus on our talent, try to acknowledge our talent and show our grateful with developing it.
2. Open our minds*, should know what happen in our surrounding. Even when we are busy, we should know what ‘s on trade now because it makes us easier to talk with others.
3. Eliminating envy, when we envy to someone, it make our relation less cordial to that person. How could we show our inner beauty when we become so evil-not genial person?
4. Stop complain, keep grateful for what we receive. People hate negative person.
5. Set your mood, when we get a bad mood, we makes a problem easily. So, take control of your mood. DO NOT SHARE IT to others, like Mr. Dale Carnegie said: “don’t give a rotten apple to others”.
6. Smile please, smile is the easiest way to show sincere and beauty of our heart.
7. Stand up straight, our body posture is better when we are stand up straight. And also, it shows that we are confident.
8. Wear a sober make up, less is more. Natural is better.
9. Stay tidy, this is the most difficult thing to do from those points. We don’t need to be a “fashion victims”, BUT at least, our shoelace is tied, our dress has no holes, and our hair was combed. My friends ever scolded me because my hair was messy and my face was oily and sweaty like person who didn’t take a bath on the morning. And since then I always comb my hair whenever I arrive at destination, clean my face and smells my self. Hahhaha…
10. Keep clean, when we feels clean, we feel more confident and comfy which makes others happy when they with us. Clean here means, our teeth, our hair, our face, our body, our clothes, our bags, our shoes and the other things.

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Christmas 2012

Waaaaaaaaawwwwwwww… Praise The Lord, we passed 2012!!! Honestly, a moment ago I got a little afraid because of the “Doomsday 12 21 2012”. That’s why I feel so grateful now. Love you so much Jesus…. Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ

Love it.. :D

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Stop and Think!!!

This morning i told my friend that i feel there's something wrong with me!! Like, feels bored, so-so, and  have nothing to do, just sleep, watch tv and .... ヽ(ー_ー )ノ (´～｀；） ┐('～`；)┌ 

I told him, "whenever i watch tv, National Geographic, Discovery Chanel, DW... at the episode of invention to help known nature better, makes me want to be one of them. The one who could share their knowledge for everyone around the world. Could tell the world because they master it. But why, even if i have that big dreams i just lost my urges to pursue it???!!! (ﾟﾉД｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡ ヽ(´□｀。)ﾉ (ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ"

My friend told me that it's the sign of passion lost.. ━Σ(ﾟДﾟ|||)━ Σ(゜ロ゜;) (*ﾟﾛﾟ) (」゜ロ゜)」NOOOOOOoooooooooooo.... it's absolutely bad!!! That's why after that i wake up and cleaning my house!!  ( ；｀ヘ´)  

You may confuse why i do that? it's because to work my body and mind, to responsible with what i have and grateful for it with keep them clean. 且_(ﾟ◇ﾟ；)ノﾞ 

• John Assaraf
  
  
  If you go to work on your goals, your goals will go to work on you. If you go to work on your plan, your plan will go to work on you. Whatever good things we build end up building us. ~ Jim Rohn 
• Happy Friday friends! Here's a success tip: In addition to having the right mindset ( beliefs, habits, perceptions ), you also must also apply the right strategies ( what to do ) and tactics ( how specifically ) everyday. Add to that the right support ( people, systems and process ) and you have a formula for success!
  

Those quotes are Mr John Assaraf facebook's status, i love it! The first one says that "Whatever good things we build end up building us" i like to translate it as "what you do, define you" so if i do good, i get good result!

Second means that i must determined what is my strategies, tactics, support and keep my mindset to pursuing my dream. It's in my mind, heart and act!!! So, tomorrow i m going to my brother in law to ask for help me arrange my strategies and tactics to pursue that dream!!!  ヽ(*≧ω≦)ﾉ  *(*´∀｀*)

And i turn my self urger because of this : How I have attracted My Husband using The Law of Attraction hahahha,, it's not i want to attract my Husband too...（*/∇＼*）It's just that this person story remind me of the ME when I have urges to reach my dreams, that's why it give my excitement and new will to fulfil my old dreams.  “ψ(｀∇´)ψ 

Well, let's see tomorrow.. how is my new strategies and tactics, i have set my mindset to make universe manifest my dreams.  (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o))) ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

Oh ya, as you know this year i apply for ADS and last saturday i get the result. And i failed this year. That's why this picture just perfect for it and for my new strategies and tactics. ～(^з^)-☆ 

 And this one is so nice for mindset... from Mr John Assaraf and from Love Jesus... o(≧∇≦o) 

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Daily Report..

So, do you remember when I said that i want wake up at 06.00?! Well, it do come true the day after it. But it only last that day, the day after that i back to my old habit...  (〝▼皿▼）

Just like what Mr. Bob Proctor said: 

• Bob Proctor
• You can't escape from a prison until you recognize you are in one. People who have chosen to live within the limits of their old beliefs continue to have the same experiences. It takes effort and commitment to break old patterns.

So, the problem why i can't wake up early is because I must have a target to achieve. Even if i have a target, i still haven't remember it-like today i must go to church early morning, set my alarm, i hear my alarm, but back to sleep again like don't have any agenda to do. It do take commitment to break old patterns!! (*￣з￣) (づ￣ ³￣)づ 

Just see how is I my development next weeks?  (´▽｀)ノ♪ "ヽ(´▽｀)ノ" ヽ(´▽｀；)/♪

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Story Making..

I accidentally see this web and it's really amazing!!! Check this out... makes me want to make a new story..

http://www.narrativeecology.com/storytellingcards/

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New Habit formed..

So, i wake up this morning with SHOCKED THOUGHT!!! I have been in Surabaya, my lovely home for 4 weeks already!!! ━Σ(ﾟДﾟ|||)━ And for these 4 weeks, unconsciously make a new habit: "WAKE UP AT PAST 06.30 A.M!!" even when i slept at 09.30 pm at night before and I must already at campus in 08.00 am, so usually i bring my breakfast at campus.

It's really a bad thing!! Like don't have any preparation for the day. I remember a couple days ago i read my diary and found this :

Rapi = Tidy!!! Because i wake up almost late everyday, make me rush and became untidy.
Ceria = Fun!! Hmmm.... i do have fun... hahahahha.. （＾～＾）
Mandiri = Independent!! almost.... ┗┐ヽ(′Д、`*)ﾉ┌┛

Hmmm,, we'll see for next 4 weeks. Do I have wake up at 05.30 already? Hmmm....
But, there is one thing for sure. There was a friends of mine that keep stay tidy (or i think he try it) and it's became his characters. Everything he done, he done it so tidy (enough). Makes me remember what Mr. Ralph Waldo Emerson:

Watch your thoughts; They become words. Watch your words; They become deeds. Watch your deeds; They become habits. Watch your habits; They become character. Character is everything.

From now on, please I mind it!!! ^(#｀∀´)_Ψ

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Dear Mr Santa Claus, (ﾉﾟ0ﾟ)ﾉ~ allow me ride your sleigh..

Waw,, to day i entered Youtube.com and find such beautiful and lovely music video about Christmas!

And the most thing i like is it's ending of the lyrics , it says:
"..just like we did last year.." hahhaha... He desperately asking his wish even though is already ever granted. Such a wonderful song. Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ

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Stay on track!!

There is always a time when i feel so extremely lazy to go somewhere or do something even though it's thing that makes you closer to your dream. Some reason that i give my self whenever i feel lazy to do something is "i could do it tomorrow" or "maybe next time" or "i am lazy to go there alone, i'll invite my friends."(and my friends can't join then i become lazy again and again.. hahahha... ￢o(￣-￣ﾒ))

Langston Hughes , what happens to a dream deferred?

But at that point, i like to shock my self to remember me why i must do that thing. With saying something like this:

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Dog Whisperer

With Chista!!!

So today I watch one of my fav show, Dog Whisperer. I love it because I Like dogs even though my Parent doesn't allow me to have one since i live in dog-free-zone place. Well, this episode is about how Caesar help Gavin, a bomb finder dog who has retired and now afraid of unrecognised sound such as thunder, plastic gun shoot, and so on.

It's Labrador and very beautiful! it's looks like the dog in my photo but has a lighter colour. When he hears a sound, he silent and shaking so great and then hide under the table. The more frightened he is, the more pathetic he be. He become so afraid till the point he doesn't want to eat.

This kind of traumatic dog has so serious remedy, usually a dog who appears at Dog Whisperer has only appears for 15 minutes. So basically there always 2 different dogs owner with their own trouble for one episode. But Gavin, has this whole episode told about how to make him a brave dog.

Gavin, the ATF Dog

What I like most about Caesar saying today is "We try to change it's phycology which it will change it's state of mind. And mind change it's reaction, and it's reaction change it's health". it's only a dog!!! So how is human???!!!! So, i remember about the best quote i love :

Buddha said, “The mind is everything. What you think you become.” And I do think I am Happy!!

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Friday night... :D

Yaaayyyy... yesterday was Friday night and i went out with my best friends!! We took a lot of photos (it's our obligation) together and watched:

 

Actually, i don't really ambitious to watch it. But i did watch "Twilight" 4 years ago with my BF. But i love gathering with my BBF, that's why i agreed to watch "Breaking Dawn Part 2" and i love it!! Totally love it!!

Best part of it is the last scene, when Bella told Edward how happy she is to be loved by him. And that feelings just resonate me to acknowledge my BF feelings (for me) to... :D hahahhaha... 

 

 

That's why the first thing i did when i came from CITO(City of Tommorow) was making this picArt. Those are photos since we were junior at campus, december 2008. When i saw the old me, just wonder how could him stay with that ugly me???? ∑(O_O；) SERIOUSLY!!!



People really do change as the times by, and so do talent. Wish my talent develop and develop til i master it. Definitely!! ψ(｀∇´)ψ ameeeennnnnn.....

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My Life and my Puzzle...

So... I found this picture in a "just in time" time in my life. After 22 years living in this world, i just found it at 10th april 2012, which was my difficult time. And this picture help me living my life better since that time, and so grateful to find it that's why i wanna share it with you.

so.. i just tag to people who are really along with me... :D Thanks Lord you make me realised them..

It's answered why i can only tag with few people, and it's explained to why especially when someone (even with our closest friend) who we tag along well could be someone that we couldn't know at all when they are with someone else, and all we can do is just to see them talking, be a spectator of them (i would like to call it, net on the tennis game).
And, in my point of opinion it's better to look people who love us and realising that we are with them, better than the one who with us but doesn't realise us!!

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Even if it's a darkest hours, hope is granted..

KEEP BELIEVING..

So, yesterday was my first day at campus!!! Back to drive for 16km from home to campus. Lucky, the road is better than before. it's wide, straight, BUT it's crowded!!! I just leave this town for a year and it's already become like this!! Waw...

the bad news in that morning was.. i woke up late, not too late but just late. My schedule is at 8 a.m and i wake up at 7 a.m!! hahahaha...baka.. (_ _"). Fortunately, i am master of this things!! hahahha.. just take a minutes of bath, prepare my breakfast to be eaten at campus and voila,, run to campus!! via motorcycle.

Praise The Lord,, i arrive at campus safely!! Yaaayyyyy.... even there was a traffic jam!! i arrived at 7.59 a.m  and the lecture hasn't came so i can have my breakfast at campus. (^0^)/

But.. it's not good. i should woke at 6 a.m next day!!

And at the end of my training that day, there were raining!! it was stop-rain-heavy rain-stop-heavy rain!! so frustrating!! so, i bravely went home at 4.30 p.m even it means that i rain in the street..

well, that's true and it was so damn heavy!! the rain was so soaker till the street was flooded and my motorcycle got STUCK!! Seriously,, it's 12km from my house and there was no place to calm my self. it was really though,, i just step aside the road and feels the heavy rain!! amazing,, i scream every time my feet touch the swimming plastic or others garbage. hahaha.. it creeps me out every time i thought about it. At that time,, i just thought how unlucky i am, and i just wanna go home, why should it happens now? my head is so dizzy and i need sleep... and want to cry a lot-strangely, i m not! 

People around there suggested me to push my motor till i found a workshop to fix my motorcycle. And i do it, better than wasted my time do nothing except being rained at the side of road there. hahaha..

Ah, i forget to tell ya. i do bring my purse but i forget to fill it. so there's only IDR 2000,- till i can't pay my lunch at cafeteria that day!! uwwwooooo...so embraced, after get the line and at the cashier i can't pay. But thanks to her, i still can have my lunch. hehe..

so, after i walked for meters on a heavy raining day and with my feet got wet cause flood along that road. There was a man who offer me a place to shelter and try to fix my motorcycle. at first i was so scare because i dont bring any money, to fix my motorcycle needs at least IDR 15.000,-

So i said to him, "Sir, i don't bring any money." he just replied, "don't think about that." so after hours of efforts to fix my motorcycle. it fixed!!! WAW!! So thank full to him, it just like my beloved Lord send me an Angel to help me!! WAW!!

the amazing thing is he said like this: "Nggak boleh mikir kaya gitu, saya kan cuma berharap kelak kalo anak istri saya kesusahan di jalan ada yang mau nolongin." ("don't think about the cost, i just wanna help coz i hope that someday when my wife and sons is in trouble there'll be someone who help them"). it is just BEST QUOTE of that day!! Seriously!! Person like him is so rarely to find right now, just so grateful that i have a chance to meet him.

and when i arrived at home and told it to my mom and dad, my mom said that is because she always  help others that's why when i have trouble, her kindness make me lucky to get a help from others. And my dad said that he wants to thank him someday with visiting him. i wish at the near future, it could happen. amen.

That's why i say, EVEN IT IS THE DARKEST HOURS, HOPE IS STILL GRANTED!! 

  

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