Obstacles are..

Hahaha.. finally I make a new post!! Actually I have created a draft for the continuity post before, "Time just passed by".
So, here I have such a great quote:
"Obstacles are those frightful things you see when YOU TAKE YOUR EYES OFF YOUR GOAL!!!"
It just reminds me when I was an apprentice last month, when the distance of my cousin's home and the office is so damn far. It's doubling my previous office, and at that time I remember I just last for less than one month before I decided to join my friend's boarding.
But its time was just fine, I done my internship for four weeks successfully-wish I could say so. I was arriving on time those days, and went home almost on time too. Spent one hour for home to office journey, so I spent two hours (per day) on the road. Hahaha.. Maybe It's because my goal were accomplished my intern perfectly, gained knowledge as much as I can, be a discipline person I can be, and did it for me and people arround me.
Today I just feel something difficult facing me, and it exhaust me so much. Belittle me and I kind of knocked down.
Then I remember this quote, it pump me up again. So this time my goals are.. #himitsu

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Day when you realize that you're too negative

Noooooooooooooo!!!! I want to be positive person!! Can't believe what happened to me till I become like this!! Ugh, I talked to my friend today and I realized I was being so negative.. so to erase that I'll count my blessing!
1. Thank You, thank You, thank You, I'm healthy. My lips hurt but I'm healthy enough to walk and do some stuff.
2. I'm blessed, I almost hit a motorcycle and a car today, but it missed.. Thank You, thank You, thank You.. thank You my Lord, You save me...
3. I'm so thankful that my internship report is done, with little review.. Thank You, thank You, thank You..
4. I'm so happy that today I have es oyen after I came from campus and feels so thirsty.... Thank You, thank You, thank You...
5. I'm so thankful, today I print my report in a good place, where the printer is new and work perfectly and the paper is thick enough... Thank You, thank You, thank You..
6. I'm so lucky to meet Retta today so I can pay my debt..hahaha... Thank You, thank You, thank You..
7. I'm so really really grateful that I meet with my junior and I were taught how to make 3D object, even he gives me the tutorial videos!!! Waw... God bless him, Thank You, thank You, thank You...
8. I'm so thankful that my Mom reminds me how negative I am today so that I can change myself to be better person.. Thank You, thank You, thank You..
9. I'm happy, is an ordinary day but my family can sit together and we have talks, It's fun.. Thank You, thank You, thank You..
10. I'm thankful to have Retta, Berli, Hani, mas Subeqan, Bondan, Jabbar, ayang Oland, Itak, Ulil, pak Muhadi, pak Alfid, tante Tin and all of my friends and family.. they thought me so many things... Bless them Lord, because I love them and I wish them to be shiawase... Thank You, thank You, thank You..

Quote of the day is:
"Think globally, act locally"

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Time just passed by..

Can't believe my new habit that I breed when I was at my internship program are now totally disappear!!!

When I was at intern, I wake up at 5 am and sleep at 10-11pm. And now it is gone!! I turn back to someone who sleep at 1 am and wake up 8-9am. It's not good at all!!! I must meet with my lecture before 3 pm and I just let the time slipped away in sleep.

Tomorrow I must wake up at 4.30 am and go to Church!!! And run!! Hahaha.. and make this a habit!!

Well let's see tomorrow..

By the way I like this quote:
"Little faith says, 'God can do it'. Big faith says, 'God will do it'. But Great faith says, 'IT IS DONE! For nothing is impossible with God'!!!"

c u tomorrow.

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Wish I want to fulfil..._†_(-人-。)

Well, at this point my wish is just to be in a place where everyone is so passionate about building and creating new things. And We're enjoying the work immensely.

Have family that supporting me, happy around me, grateful to be in a place where I belong and live till it fullest.

And, have 3 boys in my future family... hahhaha...(　o´∀)ノ

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Recommendation for a friend..

Write for someone, about them is actually easy. I have write for my BFF birthday note. But, Recommendation is different. It is read with others and it is professional thing. It like what Mr. Donald Trump said,

It's just business, not anything personal

Uwaow.... And I try my best to make it, since 5 years from now, I am going to make it for my students. (´▽｀)ノ♪ It's a wish to be granted.

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Life is really full of surprise... ヾ(*´∇`)ﾉ

"It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling", said Michael Bubble..

Well, my routine everyday-since I found Umano-is listening Umano...(。⌒∇⌒)。 hahahha... There must be some article that so enchanting. Like '8 ways you driving yourself crazy', '7 qualities of highly creative people', 'The world as a classroom', '7 tips to fight the deadly feeling of boredom', etc. And today the most enchanting article is Just an ordinary day : Appreciate the small thing that I have realized it was posted yesterday.ヾ(-_- )ゞ

The article was about women and careers. But what struck me, what made me think about how unappreciative we are of everyday wonder, was a story the author told about her then six-year old daughter:

My daughter came home from school one day and announced that she’d had the best day of her life. When I asked what had happened, she said it was just an ordinary day. I pressed — certainly something different must have occurred? She shook her head. Intrigued, I called her first-grade teachers and asked if anything special had happened in class. No, they repeated, it was just an ordinary day.

“Just an ordinary day.”

That's the reason why I convince myself that today I must smile, because I just like that writer-has a grumpy and mad easily when I went to campus. So, I smile, I sing, I hum, and I say thank you many times. Thank you for my sunny day, my dress, my bag which has arrived-I bought it online, and many more, I have fried noodle with veggie for breakfast which is my favorite.

The best thing that makes me hum Mr. Bubble's song are, I say to Mr. X-I don't know his name (×_×#-who care for TOEFL ITP certification, "Have a nice day", and to Mrs. X-I don't know her name (º_º)-who care for test fee teller, "May you get well soon" and to Ms. X-I don't know his name too (#+_+)- I give her Oreo Biscuit... ヾ(＠^∇^＠)ノ hahhahha... And Mr. Y-Ah, don't know either (-_-)ゞ-give me such a sweet congratulations. He said, "Congratz, that is not luck but because you have the ability. May this paper bring you to your dream". And I really can't stop smiling after that.

All because of this magic piece of paper which is so precious. Thank You.

And this is the answer for this Thank You My Lord, I believe in Thy perfect plans.. And I wish I could write it for my beloved Listening section problem too, next time.

Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, for this (not) ordinary day.

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Ah... what a quote...( _ _)旦~

Couple days ago I visited my Grandma home, she lived with my Uncle, my Aunt and my Cousin. And while I was busy with my code, my cousin and my aunt watched television. My cousin loves K-Pop, that time she watched "Rooftop Prince" and she said that it was almost the ending of the series. So she asserted me to watch it before we went to her tutoring class at the last minutes-since I was her driver, hahahha..I am a nice Sister... ƪ(˘▽˘ƪ)

Even I was playing with my code, I still (could) listened the television's conversation. And at some moments, the Actress said something like this to the antagonist (Indonesian translation):

 Ini hidupmu, jangan main-main dengan hidupmu

In English, become something like this, "This is your life, don't mess around with your life". Waaaawww.. love this quote... I don't like K-Pop too much, and kind of sceptic about it, no reason, just don't like it. I choose dorama better, hahhahahha... So when I heard this from the movie that I don't like, I just think that I must make a good decision. Wait, not just good, but BEST DECISION!!! Since, it's my life, no one know better than ME! ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ

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Thank You My Lord, I believe in Thy perfect plans.. my Lord... (●´人｀●)

Well, actually it's the result from 24 hours awake test, which I wish it could help me see the world... 八(＾□＾*) ﾀﾉﾑ!! And I remember how I did it my best, even my body condition that time was weak-because of the Air Conditioning, and didn't slept-but I could feel the confidence because I could did it well. So, I made promise to myself that if the score test result could pass the minimum requirement of the scholarship, which is 550 and the deadline of the test submission is 30 April 2013. I will post it everywhere "Thank You My Lord, it's because of Thy helping hand".

Unfortunately, It's less than requirement and the most disappoint thing is it just need 3 points from the requirement. When I first knew it, I said to Mr.X who handled it to me, "Seriously?". (?・・)σ ciyus? Nuuuoooooooo..... Σ(￣ロ￣lll). I rushed to front office to ask what date will the soonest test being held/occur. 

At the front desk, I saw Ms. X in front office has a phone call, and from the conversation I heard, somebody over that phone call want the same thing as me, take the soonest toefl test..Then I realised that both of us were at waiting list for the soonest toefl test at CLC-ITS, 20th april 2013 at 08.30 WIB. I didn't want to miss a thing so I asked her to put my name to on her note. But she said that it would be nice if before friday I came to see wether there's someone who resigned from the test-before the test occur at saturday, the day after it.

When I arrived at home, I sad, of course. But I ask myself, since I don't pass it, do I need to fulfil my promise? Or this is My Lord test for me, when my wish is not accomplished by Him, do I still say thank You to Him? Can I still believe Him? Then I rethink it again, every time I took test, I never get this incredible score! And I didn't took any english classes for this test! I just read the Cliff book, tried to memorize it, did the exercises. Isn't it already be a miracle to pass from 513 to 547? That's why I still say "Thank You" and I still believe Him, disappoint because I am human. But believing My Lord is all I can do since I am a human.

Thank You My Lord, Thou give me patient, Thou grow my confidence toward myself, Thou let me depend on You. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You. I believe in You,（＞人＜*）ォ願ぃ…!!!

God didn't say that life would be easy, but He said that it would be worth it! Don't give in to Satan, shake it off and stomp on the enemy!

And at thursday, I came and I paid and I didn't care if I can't test at 20th april or not, at least I have paid for 4th May test. I was in state that I will used the 547 score for apply the scholarship, I just pray that my research theme is good enough to make the jury allow me to the interview. But Ms. X said that she would contact me by sms if I could join the test at 20th april 2013. Ah, I met Miss Erna, she want to take Jaso Scholarship because now she is post-grad student and has contacted by Professor in Japan but her toefl score is only 480.

Until friday, I don't receive any sms. So at saturday, I went to My Grandmas' home at Jombang. ｡･ﾟ･(ﾉД`)ヽ(ﾟωﾟ=)ﾓﾆｭﾆｭ

At monday, I woke up at 6 am and slept again til 8 am. And I get a phone call which is from Ms. X, she asked me why I didn't come at saturday? I said I didn't receive any sms so I didn't come. And she said that today there's an appendix test that held for 2 person who didn't come yesterday, at 9 am. Hieeeeee.... Σ(￣￣￣Д￣￣￣lll)　ｶﾞﾋﾞｰﾝ

Suddenly I became so lazy, even I have studied it last night, but I just didn't have enough confident and it too rushed if I must came at 9. But Ms. X encourage me to do it and she delayed the test to 9.30 am. So I went.

There I met Miss Erna, she in a rush too. We prepared the test, took the test. The listening part was fine,   it built my confidence, but the structure part was so horrible. ━━━━━━Σヾ(ﾟДﾟ)ﾉ━━━━━━ And the reading part, I run out time and there was some loud music played near the test place. Just lost my concentration and kind of beaten of by the test. w(￣Д￣ w のぉぉぉぉぉぉぉ~!!

But there's one listening question that I remembered because it was so nice. As I remembered, it might be like this:

X : Do you want to sign this congratulation card?

Y : What is it for?

X : Marry get the scholarship and we want to congrats her.

Y : Oh I see, well, she must deserve it. It's Marry after all.

Question : What will the man probably do?

My Answer : He sign the card

Do you know why I love that question? (//∇//) テレテレ

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