Is it just me?

Waw, I read this post and found out that it doesn't only happen in me. It's everyone problems! Thank you Mr. Leo for share it.

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Quote of the day

I am looking for a fighter. The one that I can ask to, "What do you think about it?"
-Tony Fernandez
The Apprentice Asia 2013 Host.

Group Chief Executive Officer, AirAsia. Tan Sri Dr. Tony Fernandes has a personal credo -"Believe the unbelievable. Dream the impossible. Never take no for an answer". He graduated from Epsom College, UK, London School of Economics and has been the Group CEO of AirAsia since December 2001.

Prior to AirAsia, he was the Financial Controller of Virgin Communications London before joining Warner Music International London in 1989. He was promoted to Managing Director, Warner Music Malaysia in 1992 and to Regional Managing Director, ASEAN, Warner Music South East Asia in 1996. In 1999, he became the Vice President of Warner Music South East Asia.

Amongst the many awards Tony has received, the most recent award is: Honor of the Commander of the Order of the British Empire by Her Majesty Queen Elizabeth II, conferred on him for services to promote commercial and educational links between the UK and Malaysia. He was named as one of the world's most creative people in business for 2011 by New York-based business magazine Fast Company, and awarded the Inaugural ‘Travel Business Leaders Award’ winner by CNBC.

Tony: To be my Apprentice, you need a high level of business acumen, and that includes managing risks, and making sound investment decisions, often under tremendous pressure.

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Book Review : The Magic..

Well, looks like I haven't told anyone before how I love reading a books. Especially about dreams come true, relationship and sometimes-but it's so rarely since I felt guilty when read about superstition because it's banned from Bible-feng shui..

So, this is the third books from Rhonda Byrne. The first is "The Secret", second is "The Power" and the third is "The Magic". 

The Secret told us about "The Law of Attraction", what we think is what we gonna be. Actually this theory is not new to me, since I was in senior high school I have knew it and maybe some unconsciously applied it. At that time I know that when we thought, said, and believed so much about some affirmation, that affirmation would becoming true.

The Power told us about what is the most powerful thing in the world, LOVE. When you do it with love, you would have tremendous energy to do it.

And The Magic, is about gratitude. About how we change our life through a simple words,  Thank You. Actually this book is a 28-days step to graceful life. Everyday you must read one chapter and doing it until you feel that your life changes for better. 

I have read the few first chapters, but at some point it becomes too many grateful things to do and I just can't do it everyday. so sad. But, I'm still doing it, the easy ones.. hahhaha.. 

Like every night before sleep, say thank you for the best thing that happen today. And every time see photo of your lovely friends, see their face and say "Thank you (their name)" for what they did to you and feel grateful for it sincerely since we grow because of them. 

And say, "Thank You, the magic of health is keeping me alive" as your grateful for your health. I love how Rhonda describe this magic of health. Every time I read this phrase, I'm spinning my body around, as feels my feet that makes me could walk freely everywhere, feels my hand, my finger that can play piano, draw manga, write, type and so on, feels my body that so healthy, allow me to do everything I want. It just makes me so truly grateful.

And when I buy something, I take its note and write "Thank you-paid" as your grateful that you could buy the things I need or want. And my favorite thing is, I wrote on a paper, "Thank you for all the money I have been given throughout my Life", then sticked it in a bills, one bill on my desk and the other one on my wallet. Then every time I pass my desk or I open my wallet, I touch the bill, read it, and feel so grateful about it.

In my desk, I sticked a paper with "Thank You, the magic of health is keeping me alive" written on it. And there was a time, a couple weeks ago that my bill on my desk is disappear. I am so sad! Truly, everyday I see it, touch it, before I go to campus and it's disappear?!!! Even though I was sad, I kept say that words. And then one day-I don't quite sure if it just me who try to manipulate the truth of this theory,but-my Grandma just give me Rp.20.000,- bill, the same amount which I lost it. My Grandma hasn't gave me any pocket money since I graduated, so it was so wonderful that she gave me the thing I want.

But when I was sad because my money disappear, I told it to my friends on my chat group. My friend, Nanin, said that I am kind of cute doing things like this and decided to follow it too. But, my friend Febrina asked, "Is it really working?" *the charm, the doing of grateful things..

At that time, I just shocked and I can't say a word. Then I thought, "hahhaha... it must be really awkward, since I can prove it but I just do it. *do the sticking grateful phrase on the bill. Feels like I do it without thinking, just fooling around, feels like I have lost my logic or something like that..". 

But I kept doing it, hahahhaha... Rhonda has said that it is the theory which you can find in Bible, Quran, Budhist and so on, so why mustn't I do it? But, the thing I found was the truth that I do it but don't believe it. That's why I can't answer that question! 

Matthew 13:12 Whoever has (gratitude) will be given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have (gratitude), even what they have will be taken from them.

Jesus said "thank you" before He performed each miracle. 

Gratitude for the abundance you have received is the best insurance that the abundance will continue. -Prophet Muhammad 

I remember Mr. John Assaraf story about our mind, he told us: "There's 5 frogs siting on a cliff, one of them decided to jump. So now, how many frog is remain?". Do you know how many? The answer is 5, because that frog is just decide, but not jump!

That's why the truth came out that, I do it, but I just decide to believe it, haven't believe it. And it makes me realizes, that's why my life just so so, because I do it, and I do it not consistent enough, and now I realize that I still haven't believe it. *Even though it still gets the effects, because it's the law, it is how its work.

Well, this time I have something that I desperately want it to be fulfilled. So, I pray for it, ask Him for it, I believe it, I give all I have and used every secret and magic from ms Rhonda said and every things. And I will write to you, when the time comes. 

Thank You for reading this outpouring of my heart, thank you, thank you, thank you.

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(New) Favourite song, Taisho×Halyosy「Houkiboshi」

Well,  I found this video when I was browsing for vocaloid Kagamine Rin and Len videos on YouTube. At first, I thought it was song that sang by a new vocaloid character, Kiyoteru. But finally I realizes that the singer is a real human named Halyosy *stage name and I just love his voice! Seriously,, I can understand why people commented like this :

 And this one just makes me LOL :

You can only understand this comments after watch its video. Here is the actual link, and this is my re-upload video since I can't find it on youtube-I don't know why either.

And this is the lyrics taken from here and here.

Romanji:

Asu wo matsu aita no nemuri
Kyou wo toyiteku hitomi 
saa soro soro de kake you
wonderful world and wonder wonderland ima
yami o kakerukeru hikari
yozora no sanpō no hajimari
koyoi wa doko made ikou?
twinkle twinkle star
I sing lullaby ne

Darega materu no doko made?
ikeru wa aeru
takito natsu kiipu nanka ja
kyou mo asu mo kitto todokanai

Ima yozora no nadeeru houkiboshi
Sha la la la kara deteru merody
kimi ni mitsukete hoshii dake nanoni
utsumuite icchau mitsukararenai desho?

Ima hohoemi kaketeru houkiboshi
sha la la la katachi no nai merody
yume wo miseterakeru kara hora 
yeah yeah
kirari hikari, kimi ni todoke
shining star

Asu e takku suki tai iinori
kyou ya dame da dakara
aseru kurai de chodoii
wonderful world and wonder wonderland ima*
yami wo kissu kazeru hikari
namida ga egao no hajimari
koyoi wa doko made ikou?
twinkle twinkle star
I sing lullaby ne

Darega matetemo
doko made, itta tōshiteruu
tataro tsurukatenni naate
sanshuu jiten nante mada mada

ima mirai wo ninaru houkiboshi
sha la la la tzusuteku merody
yotso saa ni nara
ana hoshi tachi sae
tomaku tsunageta sensani naneru desho?

Ima yozora ni toketeku houkiboshi
sha la la la kodama tsuru merody
yume wo tsutaete hoshii io hora 
yeah yeah
kirari hikari kieru maenii
shooting star

iku tuka imi fukaa sagashi
chanto mienai kaato
mu imi na mono nato kitto nakute
oh oh oh
saigo no saigo ni motto
waraeru tame no shuunka aahh

Ima yozora no nadeeru houkiboshi
Sha la la la karadeteru merody
kimi ni mitsukete hoshii dake nanoni
utsumuite icchau mitsukararenai desho?

Ima hohoemi kaketeru houkiboshi
sha la la la katachi no nai merody
yume wo miseterakeru kara hora 
yeah yeah
kirari hikari, kimi ni todoke
¡shining star!

ima mirai wo ninaru houkiboshi 
sha la la la tsusuteku merody 
yotso saa ni nara 
ana hoshii tachi sae 
tomaku tsunageta sennsani naneru desho? 

Ima yozora ni toketeku houkiboshi 
sha la la la kodama tsuru merody 
yume wo tsutaete hoshii io hora 
yeah yeah 
kirari hikari kieru mae nii 
shooting star

English translation :

(Whoa...)

I close my eyes and settle down as I try to sleep
Wishing for dreams before another day
Come on, it's on, you've got one foot past the gate
A wonderful world
And wonder wonderland
Here now

Streams of light are painting streaks in the night sky
Marking the start, so won't you go for a walk tonight?
Under the lights, how far will you run?
Twinkle twinkle star
I sing a lullaby
Yeah

Is there someone waiting there?
How far must I go 'til I find~ you?
If you're just soaring high, no reason to fly~
Today or, the next day
You won't reach where you're going

And now the shooting star that gently~brushes the sky
Sha la la la it picks a melody to play
I simply want to point out the comet that you're looking for
If you rush, look up! You'll see nothing facing the ground

And now the shooting star trails happy~hearts in its wake
Sha la la la it sings a sha~peless melody~
Wrapping all around to pull you into good dreams
Yeah yeah...

And the lights, oh so bright, I pass them to you
Shining star

(oh oh...)

You'll have to take care of the fu~ture we wished for
The current day is fading away
Hurry, hurry, won't you keep on rushing
A wonderful world
And wonder wonderland
Here now

Let the bright lights wake up to~ the dark of night
Though tears are shed a small smile is forming slowly
Under the lights, how far will you run?
Twinkle twinkle star
I sing a lullaby
Yeah

No matter who's waiting, and
Don't look back at the stops we passed by
It's just a brief pause before we go on
Cause the place that we seek is oh so far far away

Now the comet brings to the fu~ture our hopes and our dreams
Sha la la la it spins the thread of melody
Even the stars that had been randomly scattered in the sky
Will become constalations when they are connected
Again

And now the shooting star that melts away into the night sky
Sha la la la it echoes a lost melody~
That wants to convey to you the dream it had again
Yeah yeah

Shining bright, fading light, stars will vanish
Shooting star

Even though you were left behind, a message
Was left... you search, can't find
Just know that it doesn't exist in meaningless lives
Oh oh...
It's at the very far end of the~ end
Where there are more... smiles in sight
That moment
Oh oh....

And now the shooting star that gently~brushes the sky
Sha la la la it picks a melody to play
I simply want to point out the comet that you're looking for
If you rush, look up! You'll see nothing facing the ground

And now the shooting star trails happy~hearts in its wake
Sha la la la it sings a sha~peless melody~
Wrapping all around to pull you into good dreams
Yeah yeah...

And the lights, oh so bright, I pass them to you
Shining star

Now the comet brings to the fu~ture our hopes and our dreams
Sha la la la it spins the thread of melody
Even the stars that had been randomly scattered in the sky
Will become constalations when they are connected
Again

And now the shooting star that melts away into the night sky
Sha la la la it echoes a lost melody~
That wants to convey to you the dream it had again
Yeah yeah

Shining bright, fading light, stars will vanish
Shooting star

(Oh oh...)

*love that part..

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Why is Mug?

A glass for drinking, Mug. Just it, but if you ask me what's my favorite gift for me? off course is Mug.

This is the history behind it. That mug is my first gift for my birthday when I was in third class of Junior high school. I love it, I used to drinking with it every time and every time it remind me of the person who give it to me. It was Claudita, and I wonder if she's fine since I broke this yesterday. 

That's why I think I should give my lovely friends a mug too, so they would remind me-like I remind Claudita-as they used it to drink.

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Be Confident and Positive!!

It's just a simple words which i love to say as affirmative, coz i lack it. So today i went to my dentist (i should went there months ago, but i just too busy *lazy till today), it's rainy day and i thought because it is raining, there'll be no other patient except me? (who's gonna bother went to dentist when it's raining). And that's true, i just the first and only patient there when i arrive... feels so lucky.

I came at 07.15 PM and i do believe it finished at 07.30 PM, but it started to rain very hard and then we just talking about anything. And i asked, wonder how did she ended as a dentist? She said that when she was high school girl, she really didn't expect to be a dentist. She want to be an architect that time, but she looked at her friends and feels little scare than she turn down her wish as an architect. And at that time, her mom just wished her to be a doctor. So she decided to be a doctor. But because she knew her rivals were great students, she decided to choose the second option which is "a doctor of tooth (dentist)" or "a doctor of animal (veterinarian)". And finally she accepted in dentist major. Well actually she signed up for other major at others university which was economic major, but didn't accepted even though she sure enough that she answered the test easily than the doctor's test. We can see that Parent's prayer does really work like a charm, which is looks like it happened in me too.

And then she talked about her daughter, her first baby is a girl. Her daughter was a passive and shy girl since she was a little. And when she was 5 until elementary school, she was always being bullied by her friends. Like when she tried to approach her friends, her friends scattered away from her. She ever leaved alone at the garden, while her friends used her bicycle away from her. I couldn't imagine such a kid ever felt something like this, waw!!

I remembered when i was 5, i was pushed by my teacher to apologize to my friend who crying because i angry with her since she bully my friend. hahaha... *i even can't remind it how did that happened and why did that happened. And when i was at elementary school i remember i punched my friend *boy on her face just because he bullied me when i played a "win and lose" game with my friend till he cry!! Man, i know i just so ... hmmm.... even i can't name it...

So, back to topic. Her daughter named Gita, finally had a chance to change because of her teacher at elementary school choose her to be a MC at separation party. We ended our elementary school at sixth grade, and usually we would when together as class to celebrate separation at other city. Her teacher was my courses teacher when i was 6th grade too.

Her mom always told her to be brave and to have a achievement, because friends will come when we achieve something and no one will bully us when we are brave.

So when she went home that day and told her mom about she was being picked up to be a MC for the separation party, her mom give her a planning about what should she said at the separation party *as MC of course. And she told me that it was a great success till her teacher feels so proud of her and hug her. WAW!!

And since that she became a friendly, active person and even she is a presenter radio and local television now! Waw.. Mrs Ferry told me about her daughter feeing that time, she said that "i know mom when my teacher picked me in front of the class as a MC, my friends just agreed it to bully me. But i know that i can do it, i want to show it to them."

Love it,  i just felt that i learnt a lots today. To review my self and correct it, since i know i need to be more confident and brave than i am today. And she told me one thing that she proud of her daughter is that because her daughter never see a negative at a person, she choose to prove to others that what (bad things) they said to her is wrong, and she could do better.

Reminds me the quote i love, "I know you are better than this!" *Puss in boots

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