Happy 25th year my Salib Suci

Well, today I have such an intuition that today is a special day. It's bright and sunny, it's wonderful and most of all it's my church's birthday party. *party? Hahaha..

So I wear my favorite dress that makes me feel beautiful, comb my hair, and even put some make up..

Well, it isn't always perfect.. I get trouble to find the parking lot, my knee hit my motorcycle and now its numb. It's difficult to find any empty seat because the church already so full. But, praise the Lord, He manage all of things and it did well. I park my motorcycle, I can sit and concentrate to the mass.

When the mass finished, the bazaar is opened and I can find many of my favorite foods-snacks-and drinks there. Like crepe, cereal, fruit salad, chocolate milk, etc.

But, the best thing is a free photo booth!! Yeaaahhhh.. it's just a moment, but our life builds by each moments. I'm so grateful that I get a photo when I wear my favorite dress, when I feel so beautiful and I am definitely happy!!!

If think that 'today is a special day' and it could end up so beautiful like this. Why don't I think that 'today is a special day' in every days of my life? Hmmm... It's surely easy to say than to practice. But, we are what we choose to be. So, I want to choose to practice it!

Wear my favorite clothes that makes me feels amazing, comb my hair, put some make up, wear a nice shoes, and just be patient when life gets hard. Because today is a special day, and something special happens today!! definitely!!

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Is it just me?

Waw, I read this post and found out that it doesn't only happen in me. It's everyone problems! Thank you Mr. Leo for share it.

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Work, Love and Life..

So today I download new article from Umano, which is Why We Should Rethink the Eight-Hour Workday and I love it! Waw, it's just like answering what I have been searching for, for so long-my exaggerating effects. 

I like what Mr. Schwartz said, about focusing four types of energy everyday which are :

• Your physical energy - how healthy are you?
• Your emotional energy - how happy are you?
• Your mental energy - how well can you focus on something?
• Your spiritual energy - why are you doing all of this? What is your purpose?

And closed with one lovely quote, "Manage your energy, not your time".

The basic understanding is that the human minds can focus on any given task for 90-120 minutes. Afterwards, a 20-30 minute break is required for us to get the renewal to achieve high performance for our next task again. Here is a better representation of the ultradian rhythm:

So instead of thinking about “What can I get done in an 8-hour day?” I’ve started to change my thinking to “What can I get done in a 90-minute session?" Now it’s time to break down those 90-minute sessions further. P

Let's start maximize our 90-120 minutes, with better focus ability.

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Obstacles are..

Hahaha.. finally I make a new post!! Actually I have created a draft for the continuity post before, "Time just passed by".
So, here I have such a great quote:
"Obstacles are those frightful things you see when YOU TAKE YOUR EYES OFF YOUR GOAL!!!"
It just reminds me when I was an apprentice last month, when the distance of my cousin's home and the office is so damn far. It's doubling my previous office, and at that time I remember I just last for less than one month before I decided to join my friend's boarding.
But its time was just fine, I done my internship for four weeks successfully-wish I could say so. I was arriving on time those days, and went home almost on time too. Spent one hour for home to office journey, so I spent two hours (per day) on the road. Hahaha.. Maybe It's because my goal were accomplished my intern perfectly, gained knowledge as much as I can, be a discipline person I can be, and did it for me and people arround me.
Today I just feel something difficult facing me, and it exhaust me so much. Belittle me and I kind of knocked down.
Then I remember this quote, it pump me up again. So this time my goals are.. #himitsu

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Day when you realize that you're too negative

Noooooooooooooo!!!! I want to be positive person!! Can't believe what happened to me till I become like this!! Ugh, I talked to my friend today and I realized I was being so negative.. so to erase that I'll count my blessing!
1. Thank You, thank You, thank You, I'm healthy. My lips hurt but I'm healthy enough to walk and do some stuff.
2. I'm blessed, I almost hit a motorcycle and a car today, but it missed.. Thank You, thank You, thank You.. thank You my Lord, You save me...
3. I'm so thankful that my internship report is done, with little review.. Thank You, thank You, thank You..
4. I'm so happy that today I have es oyen after I came from campus and feels so thirsty.... Thank You, thank You, thank You...
5. I'm so thankful, today I print my report in a good place, where the printer is new and work perfectly and the paper is thick enough... Thank You, thank You, thank You..
6. I'm so lucky to meet Retta today so I can pay my debt..hahaha... Thank You, thank You, thank You..
7. I'm so really really grateful that I meet with my junior and I were taught how to make 3D object, even he gives me the tutorial videos!!! Waw... God bless him, Thank You, thank You, thank You...
8. I'm so thankful that my Mom reminds me how negative I am today so that I can change myself to be better person.. Thank You, thank You, thank You..
9. I'm happy, is an ordinary day but my family can sit together and we have talks, It's fun.. Thank You, thank You, thank You..
10. I'm thankful to have Retta, Berli, Hani, mas Subeqan, Bondan, Jabbar, ayang Oland, Itak, Ulil, pak Muhadi, pak Alfid, tante Tin and all of my friends and family.. they thought me so many things... Bless them Lord, because I love them and I wish them to be shiawase... Thank You, thank You, thank You..

Quote of the day is:
"Think globally, act locally"

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Time just passed by..

Can't believe my new habit that I breed when I was at my internship program are now totally disappear!!!

When I was at intern, I wake up at 5 am and sleep at 10-11pm. And now it is gone!! I turn back to someone who sleep at 1 am and wake up 8-9am. It's not good at all!!! I must meet with my lecture before 3 pm and I just let the time slipped away in sleep.

Tomorrow I must wake up at 4.30 am and go to Church!!! And run!! Hahaha.. and make this a habit!!

Well let's see tomorrow..

By the way I like this quote:
"Little faith says, 'God can do it'. Big faith says, 'God will do it'. But Great faith says, 'IT IS DONE! For nothing is impossible with God'!!!"

c u tomorrow.

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For the love of my Lord..

Yaaaayyyy.. finally today I go to church 30minutes before the mass start and I feel so happy. Hehehe..
And start today I will start to draw again in my diary!! I don't know whether it could last forever or not. But I have decided, since my drawing feels little uglier than back then.
Today best quote is, "My life is not flat at all. It's so rich of emotions, experiences and memories, good and bad, and I thankful for that. Because it creates who am I today." And the most important thing is it makes me wiser. For You my Lord, what I become.

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